My Sweet Memories.

In between, we are stitched together by the lives we each weave.

Cruelty of this world we live in.
[info]meahh
I was browsing the internet, reading and comparing articles on career opportunities and job salaries for graduates with a Business/marketing versus graduates with an English degree. I wanted to know which degree is more in demand in Singapore
and which would have better career advancement opportunities and salary, hoping that it will shed some light and help me
make up my mind on which route i should embark on. Bachelor of Business/Commerce or Bachelor of Arts.

Simply put, I sort of like marketing and I'm more familiar with it but my interest lies in English.
I may not be good at it, but I don't know- I just have this feeling to learn more about it. Who knows?
There may be a possibility of me excelling in it, as long as I put my best effort.
Then again, there is the problem of unemployment because a degree in English is not what employers in Singapore
are looking for. Some, yes but not the majority.

The up and rising industries and jobs in Singapore are Life Sciences, Healthcare, Engineering, Computer Science, Digital Media, Informatics Communications, Banking & Finance, etc.
(NONE OF WHICH I AM INTERESTED IN SO WHICH MEANS I'M PRETTY MUCH CONSIDERED REDUNDANT)

So what's the next best thing if I'm not interested in all of the (boring) above career options you might ask?
Well, it's business. According to researches and analysts, business sector is still doing well and its unemployment rate
is lower than the arts. (& I was shocked to see that HR pays more than Marketing! What a shocker!)

But among all the articles I've read, this stuck with me and fueled me with courage to dare to choose what i have interest in,
instead of what is more familiar and so-called "better" because the unemployment rate is lower.
"If you haven’t got a degree yet, lose the herd mentality. Study something you’re driven to excel in, not something that everyone else is doing. Why pick a crowded job market, and one where you’re more easily replaced?"
(taken from: http://www.moneysmart.sg/career/why-some-singapore-graduates-cant-get-jobs/)

I felt that it made a lot of sense and was very well said. Yes, business is better in the sense it has better career opportunities
and higher starting job salary. But one must also note that it is increasingly common and for a fresh graduate, a certificate
in Business is not enough to get us hired. Why? Because 1 in 3 graduates in Singapore has a Bachelor of Business.
You must have experience, internships or some other skills and certs to make you stand out as a viable employee instead of just another person out there with a bachelor of business certificate.

However that being said, there are also concerns to be taken into consideration when choosing to do Arts.
Higher unemployment rates, lower job salaries (well, the starting pay is significantly lower) and the fact that it is not in demand. One must also know how to market your Arts degree to different industries, such as business for example in order to have more career options instead of the norm such as teachers, educators, editors, journalists, librarians, publicists, etc.

So in other words, there are both pros & cons to these 2 different degrees and I'm still in a dilemma, back to square one.
But at least now I have a better understanding of what type of jobs, skills and degrees are marketable, valued and in demand in Singapore. I have always been inclining towards taking up an English degree and after researching, it made me want to
have the courage to risk everything, go against all odds, don't give a damn about the possibilities of failure and just do it.
(Nike slogan much haha!)

BUT ANYWAY, THAT WASN'T WHAT I INTENDED TO BLOG ABOUT!
While I was reading those articles, I stumbled upon some news on social workers, volunteer work and projects, taken in Africa.

Which in turn led me to think that, this world is really cruel. It is not my first time feeling this way but the contrast of these
two issues I've read through the articles made this fact even more evident.
The first thing I thought about after reading about the plight people in Africa are going through day to day was this:
Singaporeans are worrying over job opportunities while people in Africa are struggling to survive another day without food.

Doesn't it just make you hate how the world today works?
The rich abuses the poor to get richer and the poor is forever stuck in the vicious cycle of being slaves of the rich.
World leaders speak of equality and reducing the increasingly wide income gap and standard of living between the people
but empty vessels make the most sound.

They first need to let their greed and fear of the rich and powerful take a backseat and place their focus on levitating the poor and hungry from their shackles- in the form of human greed and their self-centered nature-  a priority.
And we, especially Singaporeans who love to complain about the most minute thing ever such as a dirty table, lack of air-conditioning, slow service, etc. I am guilty of being one of such Singaporeans, and I'm sure like other people out there,
we very well know what is going on in such third world countries.

Yes we know, and we do take a few seconds or at most minutes to sympathize and empathize with them but most of us just stop there. We acknowledge this but we choose to pretend that we don't know or that it is not as big a deal as it really is and believe that the world leaders or any higher power out there will help those people.

"I have to worry about myself, how can i help others when i can't even help myself" are probably what comes to our mind when
we are told of such stories, facts or when we are asked to help the poor, needy people all over the world.
I thought of that too. It's in our human nature to defend for ourselves; self preservation which is ingrained in all of us since birth.

Which brings me to me to my first point, the world is a cruel and scary place. Humans are cruel, and are the most selfish beings.
(WWI and II, Hunger Games can prove this as well as any other documentaries on wars and this world could).

[OH and i think i need to put a disclaimer here in case of some bashers and haters out there!
Disclaimer: There is no point of this post, it was just an outlet for me to let out these conflicting emotions inside me.
I am not trying to make myself seem like a good person, or trying to get whoever is reading this to have the same views as me.
That's up to the people who reads this, if there is anyone reading this in the first place!
This is my blog, so I can blog whatever the hell I want, tyvm.
]

I am human, and I am selfish. There is no perfect person, except God who died for our sins.
I thank God for letting me stumble on everything I've read today as It opened my eyes to a lot of things which I've pushed
away or chosen to avoid and ignore in the past. I'm not saying I'm going to be all righteous and be a totally selfless person.

I can't, but I can try to be a little less selfish and self-centered every day.
I'm going to reflect, I'm going to try and do good deeds and extend a helping hand to the weak, the poor, whenever i can.
From now on, whenever I'm being too extravagant, I'll remember what I've read, what these poor people are going through on a daily basis, and stop myself.

Whenever I start to complain on little mindless things, I'll remind myself that it's nothing and that I should be thankful and lucky for whatever I have. I'm really gonna try and do my best to appreciate what I have and be grateful, spend less and save up more pocket money so I can donate to the poor and needy.

Every first Sunday of the month, I take out a portion of my pocket money and donate to the poor during Mass in Church. Sometimes, I'll donate to the elderly or people asking for money on the streets and I used to think that was enough.
I always wanted to do volunteer work but I didn't have enough determination and courage to do it then- but now I think I'll really push forward with my plans of doing volunteer work. I used to go on mission trips in IJ, so I should be able to do this, right?
It's just that ever since I got out of IJ, there is no one to present these opportunities to me, no one to remind of the values inculcated to us in IJ. But I guess that's what becoming an Adult is about, relying on oneself and making decisions on our own. Choosing what we want to do ourselves.

Oh btw, these are some of the links which I think is really useful for those who are going to University:
http://www.washingtonpost.com/business/not-all-college-majors-are-created-equal/2012/01/12/gIQAfz4XzP_story.html?wprss=rss_blogsandcolumns
http://www.salary.sg/2010/top-100-jobs-in-singapore-2010/
http://teresamcgurk.hubpages.com/hub/Ways-to-make-English-major-marketable-to-businesses
http://www.salary.sg/2009/business-degrees-not-in-demand-anymore/
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Two-Zero {twenty}
[info]meahh

I am finally twenty. 2-0.

This time, 1 year ago i just arrived in Orlando, Disney where we all got separated and I moved into an apt with 5 other Americans!
I remember the moment i saw my room mates and was in my room unpacking my luggage- i felt so lonely and homesick.

But at the end of the day after a trip to Walmart to get pillows & everything else (which caused me damn bad muscle aches) my new roomies gave me a surprise by knocking on the door after i showered and they prepared cupcakes with whipped cream & toppings on it! I was sooooo touched, 5 people i just met on that day for less than 24 hours and they actually gave me a birthday surprise!

After that we had a harry potter marathon and watched harry potter movies until some of us fell asleep. I knew then that i was
going to be just fine, and i felt a lot happier and thankful for such roomies!


(I just came out of the shower with my towel wrapped in my hair when they surprised me thus the messy hair!)



And then during the whole 6 months in Disney, i've met countless of faces- some i'll remember for life!
I never regretted the decision of going there for internship because i've learned so much, met new people,
seen and experienced living in another country! & i realised i love travelling to new places and exploring the way of life there!

It has been said that pictures speak louder than words, so here goes my trip down memory lane!

(I love this shot cos we all look so crazy ahahaha! OUR SLEEPOVER NIGHT!!)


(My crazy roomie for about 3 months!!! We <3 despicable me minions!!!)


(The three of us who lived like sisters for the 3 months, i love you both! Whatever happens cant remove the bond we have!)


(My favourite Pop Century interns!!! Couldnt live 6 months doing Front Office w/o them!)


(Another one of my close friends i've made there, JOSH!)


(Akshya!!! My lovely FO buddy turned runner!)


(The 2 Singaporeans with our fav FSA Leslie!!! She finally let down her pretty hair for us!)


(05 girls at LA!)


(All the disney interns at University of California Riverside!!!)


(San Diego Field Trip!)



(My closest friend in Disney, Harshit! hehehe but i always spell harsheet to be nice :P Thanks for being there for me!)


(The two funniest guys i've met in Disney! Jordon who always pranks/bullies me & Bryce who always argues with me! OH & when i first met them, ting & i pretended it was my birthday and these boys bought it and actually celebrated it with me! I'll never forget how they tried to surprise me w the cake while i was in the toilet but epic failed cos Jordan kept delaying when i asked "why aren't we going?" and he kept insisting he didnt receive his change when i knew there wasn't any HAHAHA gotta <3 these two!)


(RONALD WEASLEY'S WAND!!! Need i say more? hahahaha ;P)


(Going to NY with moi 2 sluts cos i rly wanted to see the Harry potter Exhibition :P)


(It was the closest we both got to a squirrel! soooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!)


(Ting & I on Brooklyn Bridge trying to copy titanic lol!)


(Anna & I acting like typical new yorkers. Just imagine us wearing business suits & we can be on the mag cover!)


(Our first time at Miami Beach!!)


(Virgin trip to Cocoa Beach!)

& after 6 months, Our Long Awaited Graduation!

(Another roomie from NYP! Thanks qiuyi for always sharing your food with me! <3 your cooking!!)


(Coco, one of my fav China friend! Even tho i told her i can speak chi although it sucks, she prefers to speak eng to me! :D)














& I shall on off with a photo of me with Walt Disney & Mickey (my bosses) at Magic Kingdom! I'd never ever forget my
nineteenth birthday simply because it was my first time spending it away from home, in Disney- 1 of my favourite places on earth!


Thanks for hiring me guys, i'll never ever forget it! ;)

It was also 1 year ago where my feelings for you progressed slowly. I remember wishing so bad that you'd wish me a
"Happy Birthday" and i remember feeling disappointed that you only did it when someone else reminded you it was my birthday.
I remember cooking for you, the first time i've ever cooked for a boy. The first time i've actually done foolish, embarrassing stuff just so i could spend time with you to get to know you better, first time i rode a rollercoaster with someone i like, etc.

Most of all, I remember so acutely and vividly how happy i felt during those times.
All the little actions, words and gestures, it made a difference to me.
I knew it meant nothing but like what every girl would have done when they like someone,
I naively thought hopefully that perhaps there was more meaning to it.  
You were the first person i've actually seriously considered confessing to. I'm not ashamed of it anymore because it is never wrong to like someone even if the person doesn't like you back, right? & besides, i'm over it now. :)

Looking through all the photos, i hate to admit it but i still remember all the times we had, the memories like ink are still there.
But like ink, it'll fade away slowly in time, but a mark is always left behind.. an imprint to always remind us that the memory was indeed there in the first place; that the deed had been done and can't be reversed but one can always choose to move on from it.

So if you are reading this, I just want you to know that someone liked and cared about you before and that I wish you happiness sincerely, so be happy yeah? & to me, we'll always be friends. :)

And move on I did. I realised I should not be grasping on to something that wasn't even there in the first place and i've let go. I'm happy with it and i'm happier too, but that doesn't mean i'll forget whatever happened. It was a special experience to me, a special memory in the year 2011, to my nineteen year old self.


To you: do you remember this? I'll never forget that day & the feeling i had while cooking this!

My wish this year is that i'll graduate from SP then get into a good university and that i'll live a fulfilling university life while getting to meet and get closer to the new friends I would make over there but also maintaining the relationships i have with my family and friends! :)

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The Beginning
[info]meahh
 

That is probably how i feel right now about the Disney thing.
I'm happy, heck i am like freaking excited! But i still have my doubts & fears.
(ughh screw the "what if i cannot find a roommate" thing & the fear of loneliness! I just need to get over them!)
But thanks to people around me, i'm trying to get past my fears and face them head on!
Like what a dear friend of mine said to me:
"This is your time to fly marie, you can finally spread your wings and be who you really are!"
It really means a lot to me, so thank you :D (you know who you are!)

& i finally believe the good and happy times (the sunshine after the rain) i missed for these few months are coming soon :)
I'm happier now, though there are some school stuff that are rather complicated right now, but i will try to not let it affect me too much. It'd just dampen my mood and make me have more headaches -.-

But why must there be so much tension and competition among us?
I know some don't like to draw lots cos of past experience but sometimes i think that IS the fairest way for everyone and it will prevent anyone from having any bad feelings and there'll be less conflicts? :\ I feel bad sometimes because of some of the groupings.
& it's just a tiny bit weird that everyone's moving out from their usual cliques.. i guess its just a new change.
Everything is so confusing/complicated, can't just everyone have a htht & settle all the problems once & for all?
I hope things will get better cos this sem is gonna be really hectic! But i guess, from all this shit, we will get to find out who are those that are really our friends, the ones who will always be there for us.

5 months from now, i'm going to be in a foreign land for 6.5 months to be exact. I'm going to learn to be independent.
It's a test for me to see if i'm really suited to go to an overseas university and study. If i can't even survive 6 months overseas,
how am i suppose to survive 2 years?! I'll have to make new friends, open myself up more, work hard & study hard and discover myself again, as well as to discover the new sides of me that can only be found after going through new experiences and trials.

I'm not holding on to the past memories and the regrets anymore. No more "should have beens" or "could have beens" for me.
I don't want to be a slave and tied down by them. There's a quote from one tree hill that goes:
"Be fortunate and don’t waste days with what should have beens and what could have beens." & i shall follow that!
(One thing why i love the show is because i always get something out of every single episode. The scriptwriter is just amazing
and there are so many quotes from all the 8 seasons that are just tugs on your heartstrings and so true to heart.)

"For now I say goodbye to this chapter in my life. And I look forward to what comes next."
I really feel that way now! :] Goodbye to the past & Hello to whatever comes next. I'm ready to take you on, so bring it!
(WHATEVER COMES MY WAY, JUST DONT BE SO HARSH ON ME THANK YOU VERY MUCH!) heeeeee :P

To my friend who used to be my bestfriend:
I hope you are happier now and that you're doing fine :) I know you're not ready to meet up yet but it's okay.
One day, everything will be fine! Just tell me whenever you're ready and we can meet up to do lunch or something to catch up!
I just hope that day comes before next year March cos i want us to be friends again before i leave. I'm okay with everything already.
I have forgotten the bad stuff, and i am not angry with you or whatsoever. I just wish we could be friends again, good friends in fact.
But if that's too hard then just friends. Of course, we'll take it step by step.

WHY AM I LOSING MY APPETITE WHEN IT COMES TO DINNER TIME? :( I keep skipping dinner or eating v little.
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D-I-S-N-E-Y. NERVES. PANIC ATTACK AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN.
[info]meahh
I AM JUST SO FREAKING NERVOUS ABOUT DISNEY INTERVIEW ON MONDAY.
I'M THE THIRD INTERVIEWEE. 3RD. 3RD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(well i'm just hoping the phrase "the third time's a charm" will come true for me!)

I NEED TO CALM MY NERVES. OMG. HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
I NEED TO HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF. I NEED TO RELAX. I NEED TO BE MYSELF DURING THE INTERVIEW.

the thing is.. I HOPE I CAN DELIVER ALL OF THAT. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
(nerves, nerves go away, please don't come again on monday!)

& JYJ CONCERT JUST HAD TO BE TODAY BEFORE THE INTERVIEW ON MONDAY. I SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT 
& MY VOICE IS ABIT HOARSE NOW, CRAP SHIT!
(& i totally betrayed the fangirl in me cos i refrained from screaming too much for the sake of the interview!)

FOR MY SACRIFICE, I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL ON MONDAY, 10.30-10.45AM. OMG.
& the lecturer sitting in during the interview for 05 is non other than....*drum roll*, MR CONRAD DE SOUZA. :S :] :\ :/ :( :l
we have to be in school by 8.15 and omg how am i supposed to get ready and look my best so early in the morning?!
(I am definitely not a morning person and shit tt means i have to wake up super early to get ready!!! D':)
The last time i was this nervous was for english o'levels oral exam. I wasn't even THIS nervous for the cip or f1 race ambassador interview!

DEAR GOD, I OFFER YOU THIS PRAYER WITH ALL MY HEART. HEAVENLY FATHER, PLEASE HELP ME AND GUIDE ME THROUGH MONDAY'S DISNEY INTERVIEW SMOOTHLY, LET ME HAVE FAITH IN MYSELF AND PLEASE BLESS ME WITH SELF-CONFIDENCE, CALM ATTITUDE WITH A STRONG & CLEAR VOICE FOR ME TO LEAVE A GOOD IMPRESSION SO THAT I MAY SUCCESSFULLY PASS THE INTERVIEW AND GET ACCEPTED INTO THIS 
OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP PROGRAM. FOR ALL THESE, I THANK YOU, PRAISE YOU & LOVE YOU,
AMEN.

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If i die young
[info]meahh
It's only the first week of the holidays & it feels like it has been weeks!!
I've been slacking, going out sometimes and chiong-ing dramas at home! HAHAHA.

I'M ADDICTED TO FATED TO LOVE YOU aka 命中注定我爱你!
(IT'S TAIWAN'S HIGHEST RATED DRAMA OKAY! HAHAHA & IT TOTALLY DESERVES THE NO. 1 TITLE!)



The plot, actors, actresses, production crew, director, script & chemistry between the leads and supporting characters are FANTASTIC!
especially between Chen Qiao En & Ruan Jing Tian!!! BEST COUPLE EVER!
They're my favourite pairing for taiwan dramas now! :D & THIS DRAMA IS ALSO MY FAVOURITE TAIWAN DRAMA! 
It was sooooo good i chiong-ed finish the whole drama within 3 days!

I'm so crazy i went youtube to watch all the BTS, interviews & stuff and omg, their chemistry off-screen is awesome as well!
They both have bf/gf already so my hope of them dating = gone! :(
But nvm, they are really very good friends that know each other really well! & THEY'RE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE! (Y)
If people didn't know they're both attached, they would think they're dating!
(that's how close they are la seriously!) & I THINK RUAN JING TIAN IS SOOO CUTE!

WHY YOU SHOULD WATCH THIS DRAMA:
1) Not cliche, predictable and all the common mushy unrealistic stuff like other taiwan dramas have.
2) GREAT CAST (every single character is unique & is brought alive by the actors/actresses)
3) GREAT DIRECTOR (i admire him!)
4) Script is really good, it's sweet, touching yet not too mushy/unrealistic.
5) Alot of interesting events that other dramas don't have!!! hint: it can be really HOT haha!
6) Main leads' chemistry is the BEST! (Y) really, the best best best.
(even better than Mike He & Rainie Yang! & i used love Rainie & Mike pairing the most! Now, they're 2nd best!)


(SEE HOW CUTE THEY ARE OMG!!! *screams)

Today i went gyming with joan & zul. omg now my legs are aching like MAD.
It feels sooooo sore and im tooo lazy to walk now :(
Zul is like some mad work out guy omg!
Joan & I like ran on treadmill for 20 mins, cycled for 20 mins and we did some weights machine exercise stuff!
I need to start running more often :(

Treadmill speed: 6.5 to 8
Cycling speed: 3 (LOL)
Weights: i think 30kg? omg my arms were aching when i did them.
Total calorie lost from treadmill & cycling= 190+ (big accomplishment man!)

YAY, next week, Zul is coming down to tpy gym instead of us going Pioneer!
that means we get to sleep more, finally!
we've decided to go gyming at least once a week :D
& i'm so happy, i took my weight today, i didn't gain weight from the Europe trip!!!
(okay i gained like 0.1kg but wth, it's just 0.1, doesn't count! i'm still below 45kg=YAY!)

After gyming, they followed me to take my blood test! 
I WAS FREAKING OUT & PANICKING THE WHOLE JOURNEY THERE BECAUSE.
I REALLY HATE INJECTIONS & NEEDLES :\ :( >:(
(& it didn't help that the both of them were damn evil la saying what they'll leave me alone & go eat first IF i faint!
sighh and they're so called my "dad" & "half-adopted sister" lol)

Injections scare the hell out of me ever since P6 the injection i could feel the needle going in..i hate it!
but the uncle who did it was damn pro! I was talking to the other doctor about when can i collect my results
& then when i look at my arm, he inserted the needle alr! (Y)
and he really didnt lie to me when i asked if it was painful, he said not painful & it wasnt! :D

But tomorrow i have the F1 race ambassador at ion from 2-6! D: i hope my legs survive!
gonna meet sylvia for lunch at tp at 11.45 first!
(we're kiasu pple that are scared we'll be late haha)
then later i'll meet candy at 1.30 at orchard mrt to go together cos she's deployed at ion too :)

okay i'm off to rewatch fated to love you again! i love it i love it i love it!
and i realised this post is finally a happy post! haha okay, BYE!
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M-A-R-I-E dissected.
[info]meahh
Personality Test Results:

Marie values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. marie will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.

Systematic and detailed, marie focuses on the process. Others see her as practical and logical. She tends to be sensitive to criticism, but prefers to internalize her emotions rather than expose them. marie likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, because she works hard to meet the standards that are set for her.

A thoughtful, caring person who likes to be around others, marie is one who appreciates relationships. She enjoys being involved in social functions, but does not usually care to be the center of attention. marie seeks balance between personal and social time, and enjoys a quiet evening with a few close friends as a good mix of the two.

marie would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.


I would say it's like 90% true!! Go try it out if you want, it's rather accurate! :D
http://www.personalitystyle.com/

AND IM CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH C.N. BLUE'S SONGS. Their genre is like indie rock, with a bit of jazziness. WHOOOO!
In other words, they're like the Korean version of Maroon 5! (Y)
Unlike some kbands, they're like DBSK, a band with SUBSTANCE!

& after watching Jung Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun in We Got Married, i'm itching to learn to play the guitar.
(Btw, i love that couple in that variety show, never fails to crack me up like mad! I LOVE IT!)
HAHAHA! Especially the songs"What's Up" by 4 non blondes and Falling Slowly from the movie, "Once" soundtrack!
:)

p.s: I still don't know what to do about you and me.
I'm adopting this approach right now: Trying to avoid contact = not caring about it = not thinking about it = won't get upset/frustrated over it.
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Lying tongues are clumsy.
[info]meahh
I am so confused. It's not my fault or anything; it was a misunderstanding but i feel uneasy and guilty.
I even went to apologise, when i did not do anything wrong. I dunno what's wrong with me seriously.
-.-"
I shall just wait & see what happens. If it continues this way, i guess i'll know what type of person you are.
(i don't even know why such a small matter is blown up into oversized proportions!)

I don't know why i'm so affected by this. ugh.
The feeling i have now is when at first everything was fine and dandy, but suddenly out of nowhere, not everything is fine & things are so different.
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20TH MARCH.
[info]meahh
I JUST HAD TO SAY THIS BEFORE I SLEEP.

TODAY WAS MY BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!


:D :D :D IM A EXTREMELY HAPPY PERSON TODAY!
(i feel as if im the luckiest & happiest girl in the whole planet earth!)


i feel as if my wishes are all coming true, i really really do hope so. I want them to come true! :)
i will be really thankful & ESTATIC! ;D

to my bestfriend, you made my birthday the best ever, the best day of my 2010 year :D i love you so much! i know how much hard planning & work it took so I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET IT IN MY LIFE, REALLY. You're the bestest, most splendid bestfriend i could ask for (:

to my lovely good friend, thank you so much for coming tho it must be rather weird & awkward for you but u know i want you there so u came anyway :) i love you so much too and thank you for making this day a super special one for me :D

to all my wonderful friends who celebrated my birthday with me, thank you all so very very very much for making time & putting effort with the planning & for this celebration! I'll never forget it :) i want us all to be friends until we're old & grey! :] i love you all too!


to you, you made me smile when the day started!
i had insomia cos i was so excited so i felt tired and lack of sleep but you made me smile & the tiredness sort of went away :) & just like how you made me smile at the start, you made me smile just before my birthday was over too. Thank you :D

Oh lord, please make my wish come true, i would be really thankful & i will be the happiest girl alive.
i know wishes are not just granted like that, so i'm gonna work for it as well, i just need a little help with the chances. & fate part.







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SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR.
[info]meahh
MARIE IS VERY HAPPY TODAY! :D
MY JAPAN HOLIDAY TOUR HAS JUST BEEN BOOKED & CONFIRMED TODAY!!!
YAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!

funniest part which i just realised just now, zs is going to japan too HAHAHA!
(if we see each other there, i'll really start laughing!!!)

IM GOING TO TOKYO, KYOTO, OSAKA, HIROSHIMA...ETCETC :D
10DAYS! oh dear i'm going to be homesick & so sick of jap food once i get back! LOL :P
but.. the bad thing is, i'll have to miss 1 day of class chalet
:(
cos i'll be home on the 12th! & im not sure if my parents or i'll have the energy
to go to class chalet on the 13th! But hopefully they let me & i'll be energized by then :)

BUT I SHALL THINK OF THE HAPPY SIDE,
I'M FINALLY GOING TO J-A-P-A-N!
havent been there in my almost coming 18 years of life!
next year, i wanna go europe! we actually wanted france but the flight time is soooo long, so like my sis say
"we slowly advance!" from taiwan, china, australia, japan then europe! woooo then after that, AMERICA PLEASE AND ENGLAND OMG LONDON <3

i shall read through my ggt textbook about the attractions at the various places im going before we leave!
YAYAYAY & MAYBE TRY PRACTICING SOME BASIC JAP SENTENCES!
:D
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OH THE STEAMBOAT HORROR.
[info]meahh
I AM FEELING HOT-TEMPERED, FRUSTRATED, ANNOYED, EXHAUSTED, DISCONTENTED NOW.
i'm sorry if i vented it out on some of you guys but i was so stressed, had a headache the whole day and im so drained, thats why my temper flared.

But i seriously need to get this out of my system before studying and doing stats cos if i dont, im gonna breakdown and start to throw my temper around at everyone around me. OK BEWARE IT IS VERY ANGSTY.

IM BEGINNING TO HATE STEAMBOAT. EVERY SHIT ASS DAMN YEAR DURING CNY, I EAT STEAMBOAT AT LEAST 2 DAYS IN A ROW CONTINUOUSLY. This year however, it seems i will be having it 3 days in a row, oh someone save me & my stomach.
(im fine with eating steamboat during the clique dinner alr cos i know it's the best solution for everyone, this post is mainly for me to let my dislike for steamboat out before i lose my mind, thanks.)

WHY HAVE SO MANY STEAMBOAT?

BECAUSE EVERYONE JUST SEEM TO PREFER HAVING STEAMBOAT FOR CNY REUNION DINNER OR WHEN PEOPLE 
COME OVER FOR VISITING AS IT IS EASIER AND MORE CONVENIENT. Sighhhhhh. Why can't my family have reunion dinner outside?
cos my parents say reunion dinner must be at home & that outside it'll be super crowded and the food quality will not be as good cos all the chefs will rush and do mass production.  :( I mean, go to a place that won't be that crowded la! mega ughughughughughugh.

I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT  I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE  STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT  I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT
&

I DISLIKE STEAMBOAT!

(during the period of Chinese New Year. If it's other days i'm okay with it.)

why? cos i'm sick of it, so very very very sick of it.
I EAT IT IT EVERY CNY!

Since young i think, steamboat every year for reunion dinner & 1st day of cny. oh gosh.
okay sometimes reunion dinner we won't have that but last year the tradition started back again.
(But every 1st day of cny, STEAMBOAT WILL DEFINITELY BE EATEN, CONFIRM CHOP CHOP PLUS STAMP!)
I don't really like it too cos i'll feel very humid and stinky after that. My body will feel very hot and i'll feel uncomfortable too.
sorry, i'm just like that, can't help it.

OKAY GOTTA EAT DINNER NOW BEFORE I DONT HAVE TIME TO EAT COS OF HW AND STUDY FOR OM EXAM!
BYEEEEE
AND I STILL DISLIKE STEAMBOAT. UGHHHHHHH.
steamboat should just disappear and go away from me this cny.
i'll be the first to cheer!
end of angsty post,
BYE.
(remember, this is purely for the purpose of me releasing the angst for steamboat every cny. thanks.)
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